im sydney. i was born and raised in los angeles. i love art and creativity. i play drums, piano and guitar. i make beats every now and again. i produce out of my bedroom, where my studio is set up. i love music. i love meeting new people, especially musicians. i dont care what you play or if you sing, rap, write or produce. i'd just love to meet you and talk about music. i love working with new people.
here's some things i never really addressed:
i feel more comfortable around boys than i do around girls. that seems to be my comfort zone, so if you know me and you ever wondered why im always with guys, no, im not gay, i just can be myself more around boys i guess. i grew up surrounded by guys, in my neighborhood, in my family... i used to be a tom-boy. i played basketball. i can relate. and they can too. girls come with a lot of drama usually. im not with all that. i'm pretty simple, easy to please me, just like to chill. i do like boys [dont get confused] lol.
i dont wear too much jewelry. same necklace everyday. hear no evil, breast cancer awareness. same little thingys around my wrist everyday. you never know when youll need a hair tie. but i love clothes. love to experiment with what i wear and new styles that come to mind. love shopping at thrift stores. thats where you find the best stuff. and if you like to customize clothes thrift shops are perfect because everythings cheap so if you mess up you wont feel too bad. i love shopping. love trying on new looks that i never seen myself wearing. so if you see me in a buncha different kinds of styles, its because im indecisive and i cant pick which style is right for me. i pick them all. my socks rarely match. not a statement, just laziness. don't like looking for matches. my grandmother doesnt think i should go out in public with my socks not matching. i just say "ehhh...."
i hate cleaning my room. i'll sweep or clean windows and dust any other part of the house all day, but not my room. i always have people in my room. thats where the studio is. it's usually pretty messy in here. my mom says "how can you have people in here with it looking like this? do you just not care?" i just dont care. i understand where she's coming from. but im sure the people that come in here know me well enough to understand where im coming from as well. i dont like cleaning my room.
i hate when someone is on someone elses nuts. especially when its a group of people who just think someone is sooo cooool. i know you guys know what im talking about. usually they arent all that great. no hate involved. sometimes they are pretty cool. but you still should get off of their nuts and be who you are. some people fall so deeply in love with someones style they make it their own. if your true self is a nut-rider, then all power to you. be yourself. but if youre just trying to run from who you really are to be "cool" because you know the true you isnt, get it together.
people annoy me very easily. usually its when someone is doing too much or trying to hard or being fake. sometimes people are just plain irritating. but i seem to always find something about someone that annoys me. my best friend thinks its a problem. so while i love to meet new people, usually something about them annoys me. but i find a handful thats cool and those are the people i surround myself with.
oh dear. im rambling. i guess i'll add more another time.
-syd
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